Close to the limit, it can reveal itself to be at the same time, extremely violent, paradoxical, and thrilling. Trying its borders and its contradictions means practicing it within the range of tolerance, coexistence, of being in the side/sight despite their features. Who are we? How do social spheres affect our behaviors? What do we want to achive or to get? What are we willing to sacrifice? The increase of feelings such as preassure, stress, shame and anxiety decreases self awareness. Therefore where does process of acceptance starts?